Celebrated my youngest nephew 1st birthday on Sunday, he is super adorable. Just makes you want to behold him in your arms and kiss him heeh eee. Have been quite some time since i have been blogging.

Some updates for myself, tomorrow i would be embarking my career path in ABN AMRO BANK, knowing that i am going to be a blessing to my company. Would just rejoice in seeing how God would bring me through. Although this is not so called my dream job, i know God will surely direct my paths in accordance to my desire job.

So for my own approach, would be just rest in him. Be Faithful at what is given to me, doing my best knowing that it is through the finished work. Leaning at HIS Loved for me =)
Thank you ABBA

New Beginning

1st Sept would be the start of a whole new season to me. Would be starting my career in ABN AMRO BANK. Although it is a backend work, I believe God will promote me just as how he promote Joseph when he was in Egypt.

Anyway, I will be enjoying it all the way. As it is God who will give me the fulfillment in my area of work. Feeling excited to start it going. For i know that it is Good, reason being that i am a Child of God. AMEN =)

Process of Believe to Believing

Have been quite sometime since i have blog, been totally relaxing for the past 3 weeks.

Back to the subject title, this session of time have indeed been a session of waiting. Waiting is also classify as a time of preparation. There is a saying on preparation time is not wasting time.

Have been so relax to the point, i just slept and watch cartoons for some of the days. Finished about 144 episodes of Naruto, i think i took about 5 days to completed all those episodes. One thing for sure, this kind of loafing lifestyle would soon be over.

Being in a stage of waiting for calls to come in. In fact, for my job search, i have officially sent out 3 resumes. Am wondering why did i sent out so little. Partly was due to the fact that i wanted the offer given by the bank. After a long waiting of 27 days, i would be meeting up with the VP tomorrow. Wonder how would the meeting be. Asked him if it is my second interview, he told me it is just a chat with me. Ermm.... somehow or rather it kept me in suspense. Anyway, whatever the out come of the meeting. It would be Good, because i am the Beloved of God and Good things happens to me.

I really loved what Pastor preached on Sunday, expecting Good to come when you fail. That is truly undeserve unmerited favor of God. Like what i mention about the long 27 days of waiting. Thoughts came to my mind, not in a way of encouragement. But discouragement, however i rejoice in this season of waiting. Through waiting build perserverance, it is a real testing ground on how much i really trusted the Lord.

Given the circle of friends i have, encouragement and words of advice giving to others is so easy. Leaning and Trusting in his unfailing LOVE. To the person under going the challenge, it seems so easy to say it out. When the rubber meets the Road, there is where it will reveal what you really believe.

When you hear the testimonies of so and so got a great interview, it is a great encouragement for myself. Seeing how much the Favor of God is on others. However when the light turn to myself. The question mark begans to grow, where is the Favor that the bible promise. it seems to be so near yet so far.

It allows me to see in another light, The so and so got such a good interview or job is the Favor of God in their life. However, my Favor would not be so in the manner that is similar to them. The Favor of God is not in comparison to this person have more favor than the other. The view in the Favor of God is PERSONAL.

It does not base on others experience BUT it is base on your OWN experience, the devil would like me to focus on the good things that is happening to others and create doubt for myself. I will still hold my stand to believe the FAVOR of God is always on me. Be it i feel it or not, the bible say it is on us through the finished work on the Cross.

The system of the world is that things are gloomy, everything is against the individual. However, the break through is just so simple. David encourage himself in the Lord when his wifes and his children are captured by the enemies. At the same time, his men wanting to kill him. Why would he go to that extend to strengthened himself in the Lord? Personally i believe, he have the relationship and experience God. In fact the word strengthened is the root word 'châzaq' is also the same word that is used in the book of Joshua when the Lord spoke to Joshua 'Be STRONG'.

The person that knows God, calls to him. Nothing would happen if we just ponder on the challenge, change our mind and look to the Cross. We have direct access to our ABBA, make used of it without any reserve. For this path is paved by the Blood of Jesus.

The last question to all, do you really believe the Gospel or do you say you believe in the Gospel.

It is a simple question that requires simple answer, yet it is an answer that reveal the riches of God.

God is just so good in my life, beyond words of description. =)
Thank you ABBA