My Life in Jesus: Hearts Desire

My Life in Jesus

I am who i am purely by the Grace of God =)

Friday, July 22, 2005

Hearts Desire

Went for Bible Study last night, the message is so powerful that i have decided to attend it again later. Since i have no Campus CG to attend.

When Pastor was preaching on gifts and talents, this sermon itself brought back a lot of memories. Does it sound that i am day dreaming during the sermon, Not really, perhaps it is in relation to the season of life i am currently in.

Job that is in searching of me instead of the other way round. Which Adult CG to attend never come across my mind before, this journey of my life is so precious. Taking a step each day, leaning purely in the LOVE of God.

Was listening to the song that Gibs send to me recently, 'Hear Us From Heaven' not being melancholic here. As the sermon that Pastor Prince preached, it just burns my heart desire. It is like a fresh imprint into my heart, with the fact that i am in the new ministry that God have entrusted to me.

Since it is a younger crowd, the normal reaction would be. It is either to move up or to stay put. (in terms of our church flow of ministry) Not many people would have the thought of going down to a younger ministry.(Generally speaking) Personally, i would always thought i would be going to Chinese or Hokkien Ministry. Being in DARE ministry never come across my mind. Was sharing this with Dn Daniel. Amazingly, he had the same feeling when he was asked over to Teenzeal by Dn Chin.

God reveal to me in another light in terms of leadership, at times people prefer to move over to more mature setting is because there is recongnition there. Nothing wrong about wanting to be recongnise, it is a heart issue i am addressing.

Why do you serve in the area of ministry, at times we overlooked it and it became a task or a job yet we still have the mindset that we are serving God.
I believe towards this direction, the person would burn up in the matter of time. It brings out the verses from 1 corth 3:12 What foundation are we building on, whatever reason that a person is serving in. It will be reveal, no in the point of judgement. But in the direction of correction and repentance. Setting yourself back to the track of receiving and serving. The person would definately do much more than before. Why do i feel it that way, cause when the wrong motive is being burn by the word of God. It melts away the stint, and reveal the Gold that is in us. This just came out to me while typing. For the believer whom were once cleanse is clean forever.

It is like the wrong motive is a layer of dirt that is covering the gold that is in us. Another area as servers, when i came into MOH 4 years back. I wanted to be a door greeter because i believe i can get to meet alot of people.(Trying to be real here) at the same time, allowing others to take notice of me. Heeheee, however, i have come to a conclusion others do not care about the Usher around them until the point of time when they were refused entry into the ROCK.

Thank God that i grow from that level of faith, thinking of being recongnise by other people. In reality, the one that Recongnise our serving is God himself. We have no one to impress.

Next, I come to the level of leadership. When leaders compare their giftings, it normally happens to the same plaform. Care group leader compare themselves to other Care Group leader. Pastor brought out this area so clearly that no leader should miss it. Simple yet powerful, John 3:27 A man can receive nothing unless it has been given to him from heaven. When we know our roles is to complete and not to compete. Enjoy serving God where you are, for the one who rejoice seeing us serve is Our ABBA.

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